Hypocrisy. A very interesting word for a extremely upsetting behaviour
You dissembler, cheater, double /false faced, mawworm, chadband, mealy-mouthed.
Hypocrisy is not just the lie within the words, it is the lies within the very syntax of the spoken words.
Truth and sincerity are buried, forgotten and denied to keep our status, our point, our distorted version of reality. By doing this the hypocrite wants to submit the opponent, to weaken his/her opinion, truth, personality – mainly for pure convenience.
It is so obvious. Do you think I’m stupid or what?
What an upsetting behaviour – What a waste of brain activity.
Or, I should say, emigration caused by lack of work in your home country… Here I just want to share some simple words and feelings.
It takes time. A lot of effort – usually to end up doing something completely different from what you expected. It gest time to get used to the language, the people, the loneliness. And, that did-I-made-the-right-choice feeling that just wont go. It’s like always standing at a crossroads, not really knowing where to go – if you still have to go somewhere else.
Only after a while, I realize I can just stand there and look up. And take a picture of this very moment, now that is all so different, but it has still a lot to do with me. Blue is the color, blue is the feeling. And blue is the sky.